Friday, January 22, 2010

Leaf 3 – Refreshed Appreciation of My Surroundings

Part 1:

Before moving to California last year, I came out for a weekend in April. The mountains still had snow on their peaks but beneath them the slopes were full of brilliantly green grass, yellow and white wildflowers, purple tree blossoms, and rock outcroppings that added their own variety of colors to the pallet. It was beautiful & exciting! I had been down the same road in years past when the heat of summer had melted those colors into shades of brown, so I made a conscious effort to imprint the colorful landscape in my mind (and in my camera!) & carry it with me through the summer.

When I moved here in May, things were already starting to fade, and I was glad I had visited in April. As the summer went on I continued to admire and photograph the beauty I discovered as I explored the area, and was happy to find that even as the grasses turned brown and wildflowers withered, the rocks never got boring (have you ever really stopped to look at metamorphic rock?). Then autumn came with its colors and haphazardly scattered leaves on the ground. Finally it started to get cold, and I started to spend more time indoors, and I started to get a mild case of the “stuck-inside blahs.”

Luckily, this was also right around the time I was heading back to Arizona! Amazing what some time away does… having lived in southern AZ for 6 years & northern AZ for 2 years, going “home” was both comfortably familiar and refreshingly new. Pusch Ridge, Mt. Lemmon, Cochise Stronghold, Humphrey’s Peak, the Grand Canyon… all are places I used to see (& photograph, of course) on a very regular basis, but upon returning I found myself admiring them anew.

And when I came back to California a week and a half ago, winter had some surprises for me…

First it was fog: I drove from LA over the Grapevine into the Central Valley on a Sabbath afternoon, and was instantly transplanted from sunny blue skies to a cold dreary world completely socked in under a thick heavy layer of dark fog (it’s hard to imagine this sudden change unless you’ve experienced it, it’s crazy!). Honestly, it was slightly depressing. The next day was still foggy in the Valley, but as I drove up into the foothills I was stricken with the awesomeness of the transition from being under the fog to in it & then above it. The other cool thing was that despite having driven this road countless times before, I now felt like I was somewhere in Europe (those of you who have actually traveled around Europe are welcome to tell me how right/wrong this impression is).

Then it was clear skies: After a week of rainy days I was fully expecting my drive to services the next Sabbath to be much like the one the week before. But it wasn’t. At all. Instead, the air was super-clear & I could see blue sky! If you haven’t been to the Valley, this might be hard to appreciate, but usually there’s so much stuff in the air that on a “normal” day you can only see the Sierra Nevada Mountains distantly through a haze. On this day, however, they were in sharp relief, and what’s better, with snowy-white tops! The one disappointment was that I didn’t have a safe opportunity to pull over & photograph the scene of cows grazing in a green field with the mountains behind & no industrial clutter. Hopefully, I’ll get the chance again…

Finally, it was snow: Wanting to be sure that I took the time to have fun outside so I don’t wear myself out on office-work, my boss decided we were going to take advantage of the break between the storms & check out the snow in Kings Canyon. I had never gone snowshoeing before, so that alone was an entertaining new experience, but a good one. Once I got used to walking with the snowshoes, I turned my attention to the scenery. The road that goes down into the canyon is closed so that they don’t have to plow it, which meant we had an easy “trail” for a short trip (2 hrs). Again, I’ve driven this road countless times, but it’s different when you’re walking & everything’s covered in snow. Pretty soon after we started it began snowing on us, so keeping the camera lens spot-free was a challenge at times, but I still enjoyed playing with it. (If you’re a Facebook friend, you can see two videos on my page.)

Alright, so I didn’t go writing all this just to make you wish you were here (although, if that’s been accomplished, I’m always up for visitors!). The point is that between the changing seasons and my travels I have had opportunities to look at things around me from a fresh perspective. I think this has helped me develop a little more contentment with where I am (I always seem to want to be off somewhere having adventures, but there’s so much opportunity for adventure in my own “backyard”!). It has also reminded me to maintain a continual thankfulness for God’s blessings (including appreciation of His creation). Sometimes when we’re constantly exposed to something, we get so used to it that we forget how we first responded. This can happen with things we see, knowledge we posses, people in our lives… I want to make sure I stop to notice & soak it in.

Part 2:

My sister & brother-in-law had the opportunity to go to Kenya in December on a United Youth Corps trip. When they returned, they shared with us their photos & stories. It brought back some memories of my trip to Ghana several years ago (also with Youth Corps), stirring up thoughts of how that affected my perspective on various issues. We talked about a variety of things, and I left home glad for the time we had together after their trip. When I got back to work here, I was greeted with a humorous inconvenience: there is something wrong with the toilet. Before each flush, the tank has to be refilled. As long as I fill it enough, it flushes fine. Fixing it will be a rather involved project, so while it will eventually get done, in the meantime I’m just putting up with filling the tank every time I need to flush. This inconvenience reminded me of some of the restroom options while I was in Ghana, and you know what? If I had to fill that tank every time for the whole next year, I would quite honestly be ok with that, because at least it still flushes and is clean and in a bathroom with privacy (please don’t think that all of Ghana is lacking such things; I used many fully-functional nice restrooms there, it’s just that I also used restrooms where the odor of clogged toilets made me physically sick and in one case the “restroom” was a roofless concrete room with a trough on one side). Of course, this got me thinking about other things that I have or use and the blessings they are. In a society & generation that values “new” & “impressive” I’ve at times struggled not to look down on something simply because it seemed “old,” and as a perfectionist, tiny flaws can really bug me sometimes. But who am I to be critical of the blessings God has allowed in my life?

So there it is. Refreshed Appreciation of My Surroundings; both my geographic surroundings & the stuff that surrounds me.

I hope this helps to stimulate thought about appreciation, and recognition of the day-to-day things around you that bring a smile to your face.

What do you appreciate?

What brings a smile to your face?

Stop & soak it in.



“If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy,

if a blade of grass springing up in the fields has power to move you,

if the simple things in nature have a message you understand,

Rejoice, for your soul is alive.”

- Eleanora Duse -


“Climb the mountains and get their good tidings.

Nature's peace will flow into you as sunshine flows into trees.

The winds will blow their own freshness into you,

and the storms their energy,

while cares will drop off like autumn leaves.”

- John Muir -


Thursday, January 14, 2010

Leaf 2 - Modifications to My Bible Study Approach

One of our friends decided to figure out how much of the Bible is read in one year of sermons. Of course, since he used his own notes to figure this out, his results are specific to his church area & such, but as a case study it’s eye-opening. He found that in 2008, only 6% of the Bible was actually read in church, and 11 books of the Bible weren’t read from at all. The point of this is not to criticize the speakers for being narrow in speaking, but rather to reaffirm just how much we are each responsible for our own Biblical literacy & knowledge. Over the past year I haven’t been good about routine study at all, so I’ve started being more intentional about it. At Challenger II this winter, methods of study came up in one of our campfire conversations, and I thought I’d share some suggestions…

~ A couple of ladies invited me to join them in reading one hymn each day. We don’t physically read together, nor do we follow up with each other on any obligatory basis, but knowing that there are two other women following the same study plan (and knowing that we each think of & pray for each other when we sit down to read through & meditate on a hymn) is a good encouragement & motivation to stick with it. We expect that after studying each of the hymns, we’ll think about them differently when we sing them in church services. I also like the direction it provides, since sometimes the “hmm, what should I read today?” can hamper progress & this answers it with “where did you leave off in the hymnal?”

~ I’m sure you’ve heard of reading the chapter in Proverbs that matches with the number of the day in the month. Some people really enjoy that. I prefer taking more time than that to really draw out the depth & connections, but am still going in order. At Winter Family Weekend this year Mr. Kilough gave a 3-part seminar titled “Gaining, Grasping and Giving Wisdom.” He included some handouts to use as guides for studying Proverbs, and I requested the electronic versions, so if you’re interested, send me an email & I can pass them along.

~ There’s a Facebook group for daily Bible study. I didn’t join (the hymns, Proverbs, & other topics are enough to keep me busy right now), but you could probably find it easily enough. If anyone doing that wants to share their experience with it for others who are considering it, feel free to comment.

~ The Bible Reading Program sometimes gets overlooked. So, here’s a reminder that it’s a resource. :-)

~ Much of the Ambassador Bible Center classes have now been made available. I attended in 2004, and it was an extremely valuable experience, but for those unable to physically go you can still get the instruction online. It’s intense, but that’s why it’s great!

~ Seek out the less-well-known parts of the Bible. At CII, one of the points made was that when you do a topical study, you’re searching for what you want to hear from God, but God wants you to hear everything He wrote.

~ Figure out your learning style & how to make it work for you. For example, I’m a visual learner, so to help me remember where something is, I draw in my margins. I actually developed an entire coding/indexing system with various symbols, & it’ll probably end up super elaborate when it’s all said & done, but it taps into my visual memory. I’ve also come to realize that often if I’m studying a particular passage, I have to read it in three separate sittings – the first time is just to read it & get the general idea of it; the second time is to dig deeper after I’ve had time to let the initial reading roll around in my head; and the third time is to cement the themes & connections and do the indexing. It takes a long time, but that’s what seems to work for actually getting the study to stick, and that’s the point, right? :-)

Psa 143 :6 I stretch forth my hands to You; my soul thirsts after You like a thirsty land. Selah. … :8 Cause me to hear Your loving-kindness in the morning, for I do trust in You; cause me to know the way in which I should walk, for I lift up my soul to You. … :10 Teach me to do Your will; for You are my God; Your Spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness.

Psa 1:1-3 Blessed is the man who… in His Law he meditates day and night. And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water that brings forth its fruit in its seasons, and its leaf shall not wither, and all which he does shall be blessed.




Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Leaf 1 - Renewed Desire to Blog

I started this blog a year ago, expecting to use it as a way to document & share the adventures I anticipated encountering in 2009. I had adventures, for sure, but the sharing never happened. Instead, I disappeared into the mountains. I embraced the new challenges before me, and faced a host of joys & difficulties. One of those difficulties was dealing with the isolation that comes with living so deep in the mountains that internet is a 30 minute drive & possibly not reliable, cell phone service is another hour beyond that, my closest friend is an additional 30 minutes (in Fresno, along with all the shopping & services I rely on), and my closest church congregation is yet another hour & a half beyond that. Thankfully, that extreme isolation isn’t year-round; only through the summer. Currently I’m one hour less-isolated. Still difficult, but more manageable, especially since it does mean reliable internet all the time. Now that I’ve gone through 6 months of it already, I know what to expect for the coming year, and that’s half the battle! So, this year I’m going to be much more deliberate about staying connected. I am inspired by Mary’s “Happy Sabbath” emails and Jeremy’s “Sabbath Thoughts” posts, so anticipate following some sort of weekly update routine. Mine, however, are probably more likely to be Saturday evenings or Sundays.



New Year, New Leaves

As I got out of the car to open the gate I paused to admire the simple beauty of the oak leaves now pressed into the dirt-&-grass driveway. Later, I thought of the phrase “turning over a new leaf,” and I think it fits for this time of changes, transitions, modifications, and renewals. Since this theme covers many topics, and by the time I finish writing about them all it would be quite the intimidatingly-long post, I’ll publish them in installments. :-) Hope you enjoy & benefit from them!


Thursday, January 22, 2009

Brook, Mountain, Flow, & Dancing

So how did I come up with my blog page name?
When I decided to start a blog, I immediately hit a mental "pause" when prompted for my blog name. I wanted something that would be relevant to me and my topics whenever & wherever. I suppose time will only tell how well I did with this choice, but here's the explanation...

Brook: The story of my name

Michal. Not the most common name for a girl. (But then, I'm not a common girl!) No, my parents weren't hoping for a boy, I would have been Jonathan, then. This was intentional. It's actually a Hebrew feminine name, and can be found in the Bible (King Saul's daughter, King David's wife). My parents thought it was simply the feminine form of the boy's name "Michael," which means "who is like the Lord?" And most baby name searches agree, even when looking at Jewish websites. But some few sources say that "Michal" means "Brook," like the little babbling stream. Babbling. Ah, so that's why I talk so much! Seriously, I earned the nickname "Chatterbox" by the time I was two years old (and, as you'll notice from the length of this first post, it still holds). So, I also like to identify with "Brook."

Mountain: A lifelong climber

Mountains are impressive, sometimes foreboding. They're beautiful, dangerous, invigorating, exhausting, and impossible to ignore. Mountains are a huge part of my life, and serve as a great metaphor for life.

Some of my favorite activities are hiking, backpacking, and rock climbing, and mountains are my preferred location for them. I love facing the challenges, and rewards come in a variety of manifestations. I'm thoroughly convinced that my time in the mountains is beneficial to my health, all around - physically, emotionally, spiritually, socially, artistically. I need mountains, and will climb them as long as I am able.

Metaphorically, climbing a mountain is much like life's journey. There's a goal - the Kingdom and Family of God. The path is difficult, and a relatively small percentage of the greater population actually attempts it. The journey requires preparation, by learning from those who have gone before you, but you also learn from your own experiences as you go. Sometimes the struggle is very internal & personal, but sometimes you get through the tough spots because of the support & company of friends. When things get rough, it's easier to break it down into smaller pieces, mini-goals along the way. What you get out of the experience depends largely on your attitude & what you put into it. It can be encouraging when you remember to stop & look at your progress. Water is essential for survival (Holy Spirit).

I could probably continue on for a while on the metaphor of mountains, but I think you get the idea. This little Brook isn't a lazy country-side stream, I live in the mountains.

Flow: Water and Csikszentmihalyi (completely unrelated)

First, I'm the Mountain Brook, and what do streams do, but flow? Ok, well, here's where we have to veer off from the metaphor a little, because water flows downhill, pulled by the force of gravity, and I'm climbing a mountain. But metaphors aren't perfect, now, are they? But brooks aren't stagnant pools of water, they're moving. Going somewhere, and always changing. Sometimes the water is calm & peaceful, sometimes it's tumbling over stones & making noise. The path of the water is somewhat determined by outside forces, but the flow of the water itself is also strong enough to shape its environment. I don't always know what's around the next bend, but I'm not going to let that stop me.

Csikszentmihalyi. "Say what?" you may be thinking. Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, to be more specific. Unless you're a student of Parks & Recreation, Experiential Education, or Psychology, you're probably still confused. Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi is the psychologist who identified and labeled the phenomenon now known as "Flow," and anyone who has taken "a Chuck class" at NAU has been encouraged to learn more about it. I haven't yet read the book, but I've done some online reading. To briefly summarize it for you, Flow is the mental state one slips into when totally absorbed in an activity. It generally occurs when the challenges faced appropriately match or slightly exceed the skills possesed. If you're intested in learning more about it, here are some websites:

A Psycology Today article written by Csikszentmihalyi himself.
The know-all (haha) Wikipedia article.
Csikszentmihalyi's page on BrainChannels.com.

Anyway, Flow is something that I want to pursue more consciously, and help bring others to. And, I hope to share some of my Flow experiences here.
Duality of meaning. Love it. :-)

Dancing: Another metaphor

When I graduated from high school, my best friend's mom gave me the gift-book-&-cd of Lee Ann Womak's song, "I Hope You Dance." It has served as an inspiration and reminder to me many times. I've included the words & a link to the video at the bottom of this post.

When I was a kid, I was actually hesitant, even afraid, to dance. I remember even "getting sick" at camp on the last night so that I could go back to the dorm & sleep instead of being forced to dance. When I couldn't avoid the dance environment, I did my best to avoid the actual dancing, and turned down every request (except from my Daddy, whom I loved dancing with). One year at the Feast of Tabernacles there was a Family Dance, and I sat with a couple of friends at a different table from my parents. My friends were guys I had met that week, and somehow I had made it perfectly clear to them that I had no interest in dancing. Other guys would come over & ask though, and I'd come up with some kind of excuse. My Dad noticed. He caught my eye & motioned for me to go over to him, and when I did, I got a little talk about how crushing that rejection is, and told me that if someone asked, I had to dance with him. I was not happy about that, and when I went back to my friends, they could tell I wasn't pleased about something. They asked what he had said, and I told them. They looked at each other & exchanged some sort of guy-talk expression, which was immediately followed by one of them asking me to dance. hahaha. Obliged, I said yes, and through the remainder of the evening I danced with both of them, and some of the other guys whom I had previously turned away (yes, they actually came back). As uncomfortable as I was at first, I eventually got over it, and in time I came to really enjoy it. Now I eagerly anticipate opportunities to dance! So in addition to the stand-alone metaphoric meaning of the song, it also reminds me of my own literal story, and the lessons I've learned from it.

So as this mountain Brook flows (and Flows) through life, I hope to be dancing.

May you also dance, and I hope you enjoy this blog, whatever it may bring...
~ Michal Lisa ~


I Hope You Dance

Lee Ann Womack

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder

You get your fill to eat

But always keep that hunger

May you never take one single breath for granted

God forbid love ever leave you empty handed

I hope you still feel small

When you stand beside the ocean

Whenever one door closes,
I hope one more opens

Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance


And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance

I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance

Never settle for the path of least resistance

Living might mean taking chances

But they're worth taking

Lovin' might be a mistake

But it's worth making

Don't let some hell bent heart

Leave you bitter

When you come close to selling out

Reconsider

Give the heavens above

More than just a passing glance


And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance (Time is a real and constant motion always)

I hope you dance (Rolling us along)
I hope you dance (Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder)

I hope you dance (Where those years have gone)


I hope you still feel small

When you stand beside the ocean

Whenever one door closes,
I hope one more opens

Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance


And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance


I hope you dance

I hope you dance (Time is a real and constant motion always)

I hope you dance (Rolling us along)

I hope you dance (Tell me who wants to look back on their youth and wonder)

I hope you dance (Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone)

Watch it on YouTube here.